无名

无名


让你走，是我不能拥有。
当时以为爱要自然，不去多探。
那年，真想牵着你的手。
现在只剩下愁优。

是我笨，不懂的珍惜你的人。
当时的感情很深，只是我不懂得疼。
你的声音，你的笑，一直在我身围绕。
只是现在的你我再也不能要。

我只想让你知道，要你珍惜他的好。
趁经你是我需要，可是
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那一天，那地点。

当一切只存在记忆里，
回想只让它更深固。
不是偶然，也不是反常，
我们的画面成了水里的倒影。

那一天，那地点，我们第一次见面。
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07112007 2123

Thoughts weaved as I took the trip home from Air Force School.

The friends that we meet along our lives;
Are they just mere passer-bys they we just happen to cross paths with?
Or they walk along side you for as long as the friendship can hold?

I feel, friends that appear in your life is like you taking a bus.
No one knows who the driver is, you are one of the passengers that board it.

Different buses represent different phrases of your life, be it from Primary school to Secondary school or even to National Service.

These buses that we would board have different passengers.

You board a bus, get to know the people on the bus. Some of them you would dislike and others you woule find something special in them.

The thought that came to me was, at these certain phases of life, some of the passengers you have had met before would cross paths with you. Does it mean that the friendship would be "renewed" or would it be strengthened?

Friends that we make in life, happens so that we always stop seeing each other after alighting these different "buses". Yes, we do keep in touch. However the things we do are never going to be the same again.

Surely everyone has experienced this before. "Missing the good old times." "Ah how I wish that we could do what we used to do again." These few sentences would submerge whenever we see old friends.

Strangely the only things we seems to share are simply put, "update" of our current lives and the experience we had in the previous "bus".

Is it what we are looking for?
Wouldn't it be nice for us to get together again and do the things we used to do?

No, would be the answer usually to the question.

The current situations don't allow it or we have all grown up.

Then again what does growing up mean?
Does it mean to leave old friends behind? Does it mean to just be able to update each other on what we are doing?

Keep in touch! Let's meet up again!

Often said but lost in time. Time and the hectic lifestyle slowly erodes old friends away. Making them seem far away.

These may seem like just plain old rubbish but hey, these thoughts are swimming in my head as I type.

This may not have a concludsion but at least I gave it "form".

朋友是永远的吗？
我想是的吧。
只是时间把所有遗忘。
再见！再见！
真得会再见吗？

不想把一切忘掉、只想把时间留着。
让它停留，让泪和笑再型成。
回忆只会让我们模糊，看不清楚前面的路。
是否未来幸福，我只能一步一步。

18.6.2007

Now the feeling is like half of the world that are gone for no reason. Ha ha.. Suddenly all my friends are gone msn is dead now. People msg-ing me telling me "Seeya man". With me telling them to call me when they get out. It's feels kinda funny. Others would tell me "Brother! It's my last day liao lah. It's over man!" You're not gonna DIE dude! LoL

Me and my band ate inside a MRT station a few days ago. It was my most exciting meal ever! Everytime the announcement says Pls do not eat and that stuff we shift place. There were cameras around! lol... and Yes we ate INSIDE the MRT station. Not just snakcs but a complete MEAL. 2 piece chicken meal if u have to know hahah.

Been chionging blood+ untill now a bit sick too heaty, I think.

Currently listenning to This love 3rd ending of blood+. Nice; my kind of stuff.

Music Mood: Anything slow. I think This Love is 3/4

11 June 2007

OMG.. I am sitting here with my labtop in my room with my Desktop DEAD. It's dead for dunno what reason. This was what happened.

I decided to download drawn of mana from PS2 and I alo found the para para PS2 game ISO whihc i happily d/l-ed and told myself "Finally"!

Then I went for a shower.

THEN! I came bacand OMG! It's the blue screen of SUPER DEATH man!!! The sort that when you change an incompetible RAM into a old motherboard. Some sort of error when you did not initalise an Array while programming 0x00000000 error-dunno-what-the-hell. Wah lau eh.... Then ok lah restart lo. Restart liao I thought that it would revert into the normal computer when i got the error. But NO!

NO man. No... At first it starts but after it tried tostart Windows, it restarts by itself! Holy shit... 100% restart rate man. Si bei sian...

Anyone can help me?!!!? My bro says that his friends experienced it as an over heat of the computer but I don't hink so.... Anyone can help? :(

Music Mood: 2/4 Rock

Today also went over to Mel's place to tune my drums. The snare took like 1 and a half hours but it still ends up sounding like "Teug" instead of the correct "Tuck" well, at least I made it sound a LITTLE bit right. Ha Ha.

Rhythm of Life

Well... I guess i decided to revert my Blog to what it originally was. At least that's what made me feel better so I went ahead and 'destroy' the KH skin. It is now 11pm and i want to sleep already...

Rhythm of Life; something I hope to find within my drumming experiences that I am trying to get as much as possible.

Maybe I don't have a goal, maybe I don't even have a cause. Some might see it as 'Aiya! This guy too free lah then go learn drumming then after that will quit de lah'. For me, it is something i picked up when I had the free time yes, there are LOTS of other things that i picked up and throw away within just a few days. But this s different, with my band members going all out as well, this is will be different.

Times I find myself doing something maybe not for myselfbut for others. Friends are my source of motivation in my case. To do something alone would probably never work for me. It is quite dumb for me to delete the WHOLE sentence just because i missed out on letter at the start of the sentence LoL Wth.... Ah sorry got a little off track, but hey it's TRUE(and i just did it! I missed out the letter 't' in litte Damn it!)

With the hope that i can find what i would like to call the Rhythm of Life through drumming is something I thought of while just sitting down and letting my mind run.(or A.K.A. I was in the toilet) It might have been something that i thought of just to make it sound cool? or just an 'excuse' to let myself continue learning and improving on my drumming skills? I don't know man. I guess time will tell.

Time will tell...

About a little of what happenned in my life today was i went to the AMK arcade and i decided to play DM but no sticks lah so i used the in-house sticks. They were HEAVY! OMG! I think I'm used to my light sticks that i can't even play without them. Heh, It's the beginning of our journey uh, My drumsticks...

ok sleeep liaozz,

In Tune, Rythm of Life.

I miss school

I miss school i really do. Things that happen to you when you are bored.

Dream journal

All i remembered from last night's dream was...

She and I took a bus, went to a mall to see whether her great aunt was there.
It was like a gamble. If her great aunt was there, she would be gone.

As we reached the mall the bunch of us walk toward the shop whihc the great aunt was working at. She was nervous, we held hands as we walked.

Into the shop we went. At first glance she wasn't there. Sighs of relieve came through for both of us. But a second check upon the shop proved otherwise.

I ask her to leave with me. She refused; saying that it was the other end of the bargain.
We then set off for the bus stop. There, we sat facing each other. She was quiet.

I said, " It was possible between us."

Her eyes were sad. Our forheads met, I help both of her hands up and brought it up between us.

"I will wait for you."


THEN i woke up woah raining sia... then go back sleep see the dream wil continue or not. Then i dun think got continue ah. dreamt of her clinging on me then we swimming then dunno wad. then woke up @ 1230. still raining. So nice to sleep man

私の夢

Had a dream last night, it was the memories of the SIT orientation back when I was an OGL. Time does fly huh...

The memories of the days came to 'haunt' me. A good thing? Might it be a curse? I do not know.
It is a never ending cycle. Go through it, hate it, leave it, miss it, cherish it.
Songs and voices from my memories, echo through my head. Seemed so real, I feel like crying.
People I've seen, places I've been, only sums up as a sweet sweet dream.

When I woke up, everything's gone. Faded away, never to return.
Faded to a place called Memories, a place where most beauty would be.
As I sat on my bed, wondering, wondering if I had cried in my sleep.
すてきだね~ I finally understood what it meant.

The lousiest chain mail

I have recieved the funniest chain mail EVER! LoL

Check this out folks:




Is this ent by the hotmail staff? Looks like it... But!
Send it to fifteen people? If this news is that important why doesn't hotmail send it to everyone? That number one.

Secondly, this is a picture. Photoshop? I highly suspect it.

Third and lastly, upon checking the first mail that sent this dates back to 20 jan 2007. which is almost one month from now... Will hotmail spend one month just to check who has been using thei accounts and who isn't? I think not.

24 hours huh... Nah~

Die chain mails.

A song for Excos 2005/06

A song that I would like to share with the excos 2005/06...

Your Heart Will Lead You Home

Sunny days and starry nights
And lazy afternoons
You're countin' castles in the clouds
And hummin' little tunes
But somehow, right before your eyes
The summer fades away
Everything is different
And everything has changed

If you feel lost and on your own
And far from home
You're never alone, you know
Just think of your friends
The ones who care
They all will be waiting there
With love to share
And your heart will lead you home

Funny how a photograph
Can take you back in time
To places and embraces
That you thought you'd left behind
They're trying to remind you
That you're not the only one
That no one is an island
When all is said and done

If you feel lost and on your own
And far from home
You're never alone, you know
Just think of your friends
The ones who care
They all will be waiting there with love to share
And your heart will lead you home

There'll come a day
When you're losing your way
And you won't know where you belong
They say that "Home is where the heart is"
So follow your heart
And know that you can't go wrong

If you feel lost and on your own
And far from home
You're never alone, you know
Just think of your friends
The one who care
They all will be waiting there
With love to share
And your heart will lead you

If you feel lost and on your own
And far from home
You're never alone, you know
Just think of your friends
The ones who care
They all will be waiting there
With love to share
And your heart will lead you
Where you belong
I know your heart will lead you home

If anyone interested to get the song can msg me on msn...
(Damn it how you put music on blog ah?)

SIT Cruise

The SIT cruise is in operation now as i type this article.

In general this cruise would be a gambling ship. Although here are facilities for non-gamblers to play around with. But the main attraction is the gambling house.

Here's what's in the gambling house:

There a security guard that guards the place. In fact that's the only thing he can do lah... Bo bian. He's been there 4 years can counting liao. He cannot gamble, if gamble sure tio by the gamblers inside one.

Up next we have a cafe over at the corner for people to relax. Last time actually sell nachos one but lose money ah then change to cafe. Earn very fast.

We have a black jack table in the middle of the place. One of the many many players became the banker lah. Then the banker has been winning ever since. Even the banker cheat the player also still play on one. If the player decide to leave ah, the banker very jian. Sit there and wait for the player come back. And the player really come back ah. Sometimes the cards haven't even deal the banker win liao.


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Another section is the gambling house is the jackpot area. 5 rows one very hard to kena the jackpot. So after $2000, $2000 liddat wack ah, wack nothing then switch ah. Switch to a 2 row one, easier to tio wad. But the 2 row jackpot a lot of problem one lah... Can stuck ah and stuff. The good thing is that jackpot can bring around lah portable... But need alot of time lah. To play and to fix.

Ultimately, there is the money changer!!! Just sits behind the counter.. change money lah. How hard can it get? Sure earn one. Everytime people change ah he pocket 1 dollar liddat. Then is a lot of people come change you know... Serious man, the most jian one. Then sit behind the counter buy eat mooncake lah. Jian sia...

To be continued...

Conclusion of the 50 Questions Email i sent out and got back

The research has shown that most of the people whom i sent the 50 questions are unable to read questions correctly. Or ignoring the actually question totally.

Common mistakes occurs when one is presented with a question of How or What.

Usual errors consist of Answering a "Do you" instead of "How"

"Who" instead of "What"

Some tend to be easily influenced by other's answers. Ergo, not having a mind of their own or are just plain lazy to answer them. Common arguements about this issue results in the person claiming that he/she also thinks the same as the previous person who sent the email.

Others have shown the symptoms of UCC, (Un-Controllable Comments).
When a subject is presented with a question with an answer a previous speciment submitted, the subject tends to comment on the answer even if the question and instructions do not require such an activity.

50 Questions Report. 30 Oct 2006 2:16PM

Kingdom Hearts!!!!

Woah Damn cool!










Where's Sora?



woah! Damn nice music also! Anyone can find that piece of music PLEASE send me!!!

It's called Hikari but rock version.

Those can help me find de pls help! ^^

Oei X help me find leh

To forward or not to forward?

Today's discussion is to forward or not to forward?

The question that poeple poundered for ages; To be or not to be?

It drove some craxy, it drove some rich. But hey today's question has been changed to fit this certain topic, and that is as seen on the title,

To forward or not to forward?

The answer is simple! Really! No need to use half your life to calculate it.

The answer is....


Woah 630 liao... bye people i going off from work! wah ahah For the answer to the question tomorrow night then i will complete this post.

Completing consists of spell check. So any spelling errors dun come find me first.


Continue!

The answer is simple! The answer is NO. You should not forward that email!

Chain mails have been around since I-dunno-when times. Most these mails consist of information either blackmailing you, or simply just cursing you. There are a few famous examples... Such as

1. Your email/msn account will shutdown.

2. You will get free stuff.

3. Fowarding for good/bad luck.

4. Make-a-wish mails.

5. Each mails donates money.(Special case)

Let's go through these examples one by one. For the first example, i actually kept one of the chain mails just to show it here.

It reads as follows:

hey everyone, listen up .
On the 1st of november , we will have to pay for the use of our MSN and email accounts unless we send this message to at least 18 contacts on your contact list. It's no joke if you don't believe me then go to the site (http://news.bbc.co.uk/1/hi/business/1189119.stm ) and see for yourself.

Anyways once you've sent this message to at least 18
contacts, your msn dude will become blue. please copy and paste don't
forward cos people won't take notice of it.

Hey it is Andy and john the directors of MSN, sorry for the interruption but msn is closing down. this is because too many inconsiderate people are taking up all the name (eg making up lots of different accounts for just one person), we only have 578
names left.

If you would like to close your account, DO NOT SEND THIS MESSAGE ON. If you would like to keep your account, then SEND THIS MESSAGE TO EVERYONE ON YOUR CONTACT LIST. This is no joke, we will be shutting down the servers. Send it on, thanks. WHO EVER DOES NOT SEND THIS MESSAGE, YOUR ACCOUNT WILL BE CLOSED AND YOU WILL COST 10.00 A MONTH TO USE. SEND THIS TO EVERYONE ON YOUR CONTACT LIST. NOW YOU KNOW WHAT TO DO. PLEASE DO NOT FORWARD THIS or REPLY. COPY THE WHOLE EMAIL. GO BACK TO YOUR INBOX AND CLICK ON NEW. AND PASTE


That's the email i recieved, some will forward it some won't. Let's go point by point to analyse this email and also the person who sent it to me.

First point...

On the 1st of november , we will have to pay for the use of our MSN and email accounts unless we send this message to at least 18 contacts on your contact list. It's no joke if you don't believe me then go to the site (http://news.bbc.co.uk/1/hi/business/1189119.stm ) and see for yourself.

The ones in bold are the problem ones, look at the first one

pay for the use of our MSN

PAY for MSN? Are you sure?! They are more than happy for you to use their service! NEXT!

If at any point of time anyone reading this does not agree with me, do drop me a note and I will debate with you.

Second point.

at least 18 contacts on your contact list

My question is, how on earth are they going to check EVERY account that have had sent to at least 18?! Plus they will have to check whether those contacts that were sent to are in your contact list?!

Ok, ok. Fine. So you say they have Super computers and blah blah. It is possible. Chance given. Here's another question then... You know how many account there are in the world? When do you want them to start checking? How much TIME and MONEY will they need to check everything?

Next...

(http://news.bbc.co.uk/1/hi/business/1189119.stm )

Very smart, there's a webbie given to make you believe that the mail is true.

Believe Points ++?

NO! --!

I think that this is the biggest hole in the whole email... Why?
Because, note that the webbie reads.. /1/hi/business... hi! wtf? HI! Which professional website that reports important news uses /hi/? Unless this is your HTML project, very unlikely... Actually I kind of find this to be quite funny. Maybe it was in an attempt to bluff people into forwarding mails, he used this 'strategy' but too bad lah, kena backfired. HI! lol

Next paragraph!

Anyways once you've sent this message to at least 18
contacts, your msn dude will become blue. please copy and paste don't
forward cos people won't take notice of it.

This one is just repeating the 18 people. Oh?! my msn dude turn blue leh! Wasn't it blue EVER SINCE MSN WAS AROUND?! Unless you sign out lah.

What was amizing and very funny is that... cehck out the line:

please copy and paste don't
forward cos people won't take notice of it.

Huh... a while you ask me to forward, a while you tell me not to forward... What's the amzing part is that the person who sent this email to me, lol! FORWARDED IT! HAHA! Hey if you don't want your msn to close down ah please at least read instructions correctly hor!! Ha ha! Please lah... You people ah, damn funny one.

hahahaha...next next..haahah

Hey it is Andy and john the directors of MSN, sorry for the interruption but msn is closing down. this is because too many inconsiderate people are taking up all the name (eg making up lots of different accounts for just one person), we only have 578
names left.

First of all, directors talk to you like that one ah? Hey hello! Ho bo? Oei wan go makan not?! Their english also very poor, Hey it is Andy and john...

IT is ah?!

john no need to caps meh? John leh.

Runnning out of names? I don't believe a word of it. Look at your keyboard. How many combinations of names u can come up with? if you want to know how many combinations which consist of just numbers can give you...

There are 9 numbers, there is no limit to how many numbers you can type in. On the calculator, you have to type this in. 9C-Unlimited- Good luck there! 578 left seh... So much people in the world man!

And last but not least! The 'finishing blow'!

If you would like to close your account, DO NOT SEND THIS MESSAGE ON. If you would like to keep your account, then SEND THIS MESSAGE TO EVERYONE ON YOUR CONTACT LIST. This is no joke, we will be shutting down the servers. Send it on, thanks. WHO EVER DOES NOT SEND THIS MESSAGE, YOUR ACCOUNT WILL BE CLOSED AND YOU WILL COST 10.00 A MONTH TO USE. SEND THIS TO EVERYONE ON YOUR CONTACT LIST. NOW YOU KNOW WHAT TO DO. PLEASE DO NOT FORWARD THIS or REPLY. COPY THE WHOLE EMAIL. GO BACK TO YOUR INBOX AND CLICK ON NEW. AND PASTE

One moment want to close your account, one moment need to shut down server... Which one you want to do?! Shut down half meh? SiaoZ.

If I'm one of the few that did not recieve this email? does it mean mine will auto close down? You can easily go to court for this man. Objection!

If this email is sooooo professional to make you believe and send it, it says here...

AND YOU WILL COST 10.00 A MONTH TO USE.

10.00 wad? Stones? Chain mails? Get a life man.

That will be all for the first example. On to the next!

Emails which tells you that free products will be given... Just doesn't make sense does it? In general the flaws of the email has been explained above.

Number 3. Good luck/bad luck

Preys upon the humans heart of better safe than sorry, same as insurance. That's how they earn your money. Most people live through their lives happily without any accidents and stuff.Why do you buy insurance? Because you want to kena accident so you can say "Woah heng ah! Got buy iinsurance!" I'll pass on that.

Number 4. Make a wish scroll down slowly!

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STOP!

Suckers... That's what the inventors of these mails are thinking everytime someone does it. Sure, no harm doing it. Suckers... Try a well man, it works better.

Now on to the kind of mails that Donates a certain amount of each mail you forward...

Honestly, i don't see how forwarding mail can earn you money. If it were true we wound not need donations already. A bit cruel hearted here but i can say i do not believe and do not forward these kind of mails either...

You can call me heartless...

This is a heartless




While this is a nobody






That's all for this topic of forwarding mails!

To my other Gemini

To my one only other ever so close Gemini friend...

You owe me an explanation. Get your ass out of there well.

You will tell me that explanation with YOUR own fucking mouth.! With your own fucking voice!

Until then... That explanation will remain from what I know of you. It's called 'forget'...

Get ass out of there... Please...


please....

Haze ah~~

Look up in the sky!
There's no birds!
There's no planes!

Cos the only orh lu lu thing you can see is the haze!

Recently Singapore kena some hazey situation ah... from a certain country that i will not lah. But everyone knows which one i am talking about by hey you know, let's just keep my mailbox free of lawyer letters. So here goes... Comments on the orh lu lu thing in the sky!


Few things i noticed when the last fri & sat with the haze ah. Is that..

1. No birds

Er.. i think that's the only thing i can remember lah, maybe another thing is that it makes me sick lah. Everytime go out ah got that oily oily smell seh. Then it causes me to curse and swear more also.

Up next we will study the pros and cons of this haze-thingy.

------------------------------------News Flash!--------------------------------


On tonight's news @ 7:36pm we bring you the anal-ysis of the haze that has struck Singaporeans by shocking surpise...

Video conferences from the SHOO(Singapore Haze Outcasting 'Orang') indicates that the PSI(Puah! Sway! Index) is an sibei unhealthy score of 130 and above... These were the quotes from the conferences.

"Wah lan eh! The PSI hor sibei unhealthy ah! Wah got 130 liao lo."

"Siao bo... still laising leh..."

"Laise some more Singapore don't need to breathe liao ah! Haiyo die lah..."

"Kanina! Chao...." *ZAP*

*Conference ends*

*Back to the news guy*

Wah lau... Where got bad word one... fu... *feedback* Holy shit! I didn't know the mic was...!

*Ahem* Such petrifying report from the SHOO. The SHOO has also warned all citizens to Please Stay Indoors as long the intimidating Haze continues to engulf our beautiful island.

Coming up, we have John who's out in the Haze to bring us a life report of the situation outside the safe borders of this building.

John can you hear me?!

*Cam on John Live!*

Hey! Hey! News Guy! Yup...! I'm outside in this Haze! The only thing that stand between me and the Haze is this special mask that protects me from certain death from inhaling too much of the Haze!

News Guy: "Did you just say certain death John?!"



Yes! Yes I did News Guy! These poor souls are doom to die without this special mask!
I will try to interview them before they all die...

*stops a passer by*

Yo! how are you doing man?!

Old uncle: "Aiya.. No problem one lah! Lim bei live so long liao ah wad Haze never see before?! These young people a bit bit then die liao! Not zai one! Hai..."

So I see! So wad are your comments on this Haze?

Old uncle: "Wah lan... The *country will not be named* stupid sia! Wad burn trees lah... Make the whole world suffer... Then somemore ah! Now moon cake festival ah! Cannot see the moon ah! Haze untill the Chang er 's rabbit also become black color liao lo! Haiz.. She should not have eaten the pink color grape ah... IF not ah~"

*interrupts* Oh yes! Yes! We do not need to know what caused Chang Er to go to the moon lah... Ha Ha Thanks uncle! Back to you News Guy!



Thank you John! That's the end of our news... What? The pros and cons of Haze? No lah... That's the programme that we interrupted for the news mah... aiyo! Back to the programme!

Thank you Citizens!


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That was some long news huh... Well back to my pros and cons of the stupid Haze lah... Let's start off by listening to the Gooood Stuff...

Goood Stuff:

1. Can tell the boss u sick, because of Haze. They cannot do anything one.

2. Got excuse to stay at home when people ask you out but lazy.

3. Got excuse to curse and swear then you just blame it on the Haze.

4. Can blame the Haze for almost anything.

5. It covers up the sun.

The Bad Things:

1. You can really get sick.

2. It covers up the moon.

3. It covers up the sun.

4. Excuse for parents to tell you cannot go out.
(But it's true lah. I'll stand on my mom's side for this matter.)

5. Those lazy friend finally get a flawless excuse why he/she cannot go out with you.

6. Always need to on Air-con at home.

7. It gets freaking hot.

8. Makes you seh`!

9. Haze + Second hand smoke = Die even faster.

10.Haze just sucks.

As you can see the bad things are two times the amount of the good ones... what's more the good ones ain't all that good either...

This concludes for today's Hazanalysis.
Stay tuned for "How did Chang Er even end up there?!"

The 87% Gemini Guy

Some cool stuff to watch/listen, this is cool ah then somemore i learning driving wah ha ha






Some other cool stuffZ

You are 87% Gemini

How Gemini Are You?

New post!!

Finally a new post has come.... That's mainly because i have nothing to do @ work over here at Neil road...


Dunno wad to type also lah... actually just wanted to type down something i found very meaningful

The only thing more painful than getting hurt is giving up on tomorrow and lying to yourself.


Got this from some anime song ah ok i go back watch liaoZ

MY first teacher's day

It's teacher's day but not the same as before... Because we, the seniors of SIT 2006/07 are the teachers...! Thank you Excos 2006/07!