A lesson learnt I'll never forget

As of today... the 21st of April 2006, 11:57am...

A lesson was thaught to me about being selfish...

When someone ask for your help to do something, you may reject it. I did.
Without actually knowing that the person has been helping you with your requests all this while.

I rejected it saying it was troublesome, I was tired. It was pointless doing it...
These were my views.

I never thought of how the other party felt... Did he not find it troublesome? Was he not tired? Did that help meant more to him then to me?

He was tired... He knew it was troublesome but it had to be done. Without having the knowledge to complete the task, he asked for my help.
I rejected...

I only realied this when she talked to me. Is he not tired from working from day to night? Do you know that it might have been important to him? Did he ever turned down a request by you?

He was tired i knew.
I thought of how important the matter mght have been.
No, he has not turned down a request by me.

Waking up early just to fetch me to school, even when he does not have to work on that day...
Waking up early just to ring me to places i need to reach very early in the morning...
Staying up late just to wait for me to come home and tell me that food is in the microwave oven...

She made me realise how selfish i was... I feel guilty now... But time cannot rewind.

爸，对不起。。。
妈， 谢谢你。。。