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2010-06-03T11:03:00.001+08:00

Found this on the net. Just felt like keeping this piece of work

You know that east coast girls always say what we mean
And shy southern boys often don't say a thing
But opposites attract and you were drawn to me
And something about you, sparked my curiosity
They say that good guys usually don't come in first
Good girls fall for bad guys
But with us it's reverse
Not your average love song between you and me
The way the story unfolds defies gravity
Don't have to put on my makeup, I can leave out my contacts
Don't have to dress up for you, to think I'm beautiful
If I have a moody day, I don't have to act like I'm okay
I'm overdramatic and you know how to handle it
Act natural, be emotional, show my insecurities
And I love the way you love me for who I am underneath
They say guys keep conversation short and sweet
And girls can talk for hours till they put you to sleep
But you're the one who checks up on me throughout the day
You stay on the phone even if there's nothing to say
Most guys that I know like to go out at night
But you leave that to me cause you're not that type
And we don't need to do anything special to be happy
We got what we need make each other complete
Layer by layer you unravel me
Sometimes I am rough around the edges but you handle me gently
And layer by layer I uncover you and discover a side of you
That I never knew underneath
Who I am underneath
I love you for loving me for who I am underneath.

Go away.

2009-12-12T13:50:00.001+08:00

你走开。

Alone

2009-12-07T21:06:00.002+08:00

WARNING THIS IS NOT A EMO POST!!

As much as the title look emo ah but it's not actually come to think of it my post is a damn good place to be looking for philo ideas ahahah.

Sometime on this journey, you may start to feel lonely. Maybe it's because you don't hang around friends anymore? Perhaps it's because you don't have friends that you could hang out with anymore.

I would say no, you are not alone.
Perhaps there are some other things that you wish to do? Some other place you need to be? Some other dreams you need to chase....

Back in the days(for me anyway), you would seek companionship before you were to go somewhere or do something. Things usually turn out that the friend(s) did not wish to do that or go the place you wanted and you just give it up without actually thinking much about it.
Don't get me wrong, it is perfectly fine to have had those thoughts. Maybe you just haven't saw something or somewhere you really wanted to have or to be.

So now your phone doesn't ring as much anymore, your Facebook looks kinda boring nothing's new. Emails? I personally don't like emails but those who communicate through emails your mail box get filled with junk or work.
This perhaps is not a sign that you alone and have no friends anymore. Maybe.
JUST maybe!
You are now able to stand on your own. Go where you want to do, go where you want to go.

But of course everyone would love to have someone by their side. Then we can now look at marriage. hahah! No i'm not going to talk about marriage.

I had this bus theory in one my old post.

It's something like you go on this journey of life, you are taking buses with many many other people doing the same.

Buses would mean the new environments that come along your way like a new school or a new working place.

The people we meet in real life(RL) are the passengers of the buses and so are you.
You meet some people who you like to hang out with on one bus. Then at the end stop of that bus, you decide... "hey where you all going huh? Oh there ah ok lo go together lo."
Chances are that's how most people will think when they are still young and stuff. Without a goal in life, people usually follow the one that SEEMS to know where he/she is heading.

So the few of you take another bus together but what happens to the other passenger in the previous bus? Those are the friends that we lose contact from. Those will be the friends that you will only see when furnels for your generation begins.

Then this would continue, hopping from bus to bus untill, for some, one day finds out where he/she want to be. Often, then the bus would be full of strangers.

Things to do!

2009-10-24T13:06:00.002+08:00

Things to accomplish!

Learn Japanese Language!

Learn to play piano!

Take up Vocal lessons again!

Learn a chim word a day!

The sword broken, now reforged.

2009-10-08T21:27:00.002+08:00

I used to have more purpose in what I was doing.

I used to be able to tell what's right and wrong.

I used to still be able to enjoy what life has to offer while doing well for school.

I used to spent so much more time with my family.

I used to not think so much.

Maybe times have changed, maybe I can't adapt, maybe it's just the people around me.

It was easy to blame it all on those excuses. But no. No, it was just me. I have changed.

I didn't want to accept change. I didn't want to get out of my comfort zone. I didn't want to accept new people coming into my life.

I deluded myself with school, thinking going there would result in a better studying environment.

There was a time, I did well in studies, I could enjoy being around with friends, I always expressed myself the way I want to.

There was a time, I could survive loneliness.

Now, my studies are behind, I don't laugh a lot with new friends, I hold back my feelings.

I'm afraid of being alone.

Sad songs only get sadder when I listen to them, cheerful songs sound like noise.

Everything around me is falling apart, the walls crumbling, trapped in my own prison. How I long to be able to be myself again.

Was it the environment that changed me? the people?

No, it was just a choice I made without knowing. That choice now is being evaluated. A journey from the MRT to the bus stop.

I was thinking.. Why? Why can't i be happy? Why can't I be the same? Why am I pushing everything away? Why was I...

Putting on an act?

This act Ends Now

No more will I allow myself to procrastinate

No more will I smile when I don't want to, do something for the sake of doing it.

No more will do something just because others are doing the same.

This time, you will see me.

As myself.

I want to be able to sing at the top of my voice.

I want to make sad songs meaningful, happy songs to boost my spirit.

I want to enjoy every moment now.

I want to be able to know what the lecture is about and tell those around me about it.

I want to do the things I like without having to worry about anything else.

I want to let things go.

I want to strive forward.

I want to learn new things.

I want to laugh with my friends.

I want to have soemthing to remember when I leave school.

I want to have something/one to look forward to when going to a place.

I want my days to past and not regretting not doing something.

I want to be the person to look for help when problems happen.

I want to be the super ai zai person who people used to know.

I want to outshine, outstand, outdo people.

I want to have drive in what whatever I do.

I want to chase a dream again.

These are not wishes nor dreams, I know they are in me but were lost in time. T

here was once I was all those. Why should it be ANY different now?!

These are not wishes nor dreams, I know they are in me but were lost in time.

The fire burns as I think of this.

A fire doused months ago will reignite.

The sword that was broken will be reforged.

The flame has been rekindled.

Now you will see me as myself.

I have resumed control.

我是我自己的神，在我活的地方。

I will no longer look for the whole staircase before taking the first step.

就算失望，不能绝望

I will live again.

Quotes!

2009-10-01T09:10:00.002+08:00

Since i'm free~~~~ At home with a nice cup of coffee, in the morning too! Gotta love mornings.

I won't say don't cry,
I'll say, just cry.
Even if the tears takes a week to dry, at least by then you can move on.

It is always the darkest when are you nearest to the lighthouse.

Live as if you were to die tomorrow, dream as if you were to live forever.

Dwelling on the past clouds your future, looking too much into the future will only dilute your past.

The past is your pillar of strength and the hammer that can break it all down.

Happy times in the past breaks you down, the sad times are the ones that will push you forward.

I will not tell you to ditch your past behind because it will come back to haunt you.
I'll tell you to keep your past, keep it somewhere safe.
Then when it emerges, smile :) and tell yourself... it was beautiful while it lasted.

These quites were not taken from the interenet! This comes from my R&D team so please cite my name if you ever need to use them.

Masks

2009-09-24T09:31:00.003+08:00

24 September 2009, marks the most emo of days I have had so far in this life.

A rainy morning, quiet school, my music.

At the fav spot in school, the bench side the coffee machine, I bought a cup of coffee which ended up without milk and sugar, (I assure it was not m intention when I presses coffee with milk and sugar.) I guess that just reflects how i'm feeling. In life you need something, it varies from people to people, some need friends, some need food, some need love, some just need oxygen and from my module of New Media people nowadays tend to need their handphones.

The coffee represents what I need and I have it but with the joy of having (sugar) or the dreams or future I can pin my hopes on (cream).

I cannot tell you how much enjoyment it brings to me whenever i'm alone in school on this bench very early in the mornings. But something is lacking, something I have yet to find in this University of Stairs. So what is it that I'm looking for? Maybe it's for me to know and you to find out, or simply I do not know it as well...

Something that was worth my "The Great Depression Version J" is the fact that I'm actually suffocating in my 'mask'.

I'm sorry my friends, but this 'mask'... I cannot shed. (Lee. JY, 2009)

The mask as mentioned above refers to an act that someone puts up when dealing with other people. Ususally this is done to hide their true personailty, or this is also done so that people who do not naturaly clique together can actually work together or just have conversations.
This mask was developed during my National Service. I realised working with colleagues (no friends in my squaron except for the guys who sat on the same long table as me which include some officiers as well) you need to protect yourself, in a sense that you cannot show them who you really are or you just did not have a chance to... The mask develops into maturity with my ORD date and fortunately, or unfortunately, I brought it to school...

Wore it during orientation week.
The trasition from NS to school within a day wasn't easy, even now I still have problems with it. Orientation was suppose to let folks get to know more people. That was what I wanted and that was what happened. However, I found out the difference between poly people and jc people. Generally it's not a good or bad thing. It's like 2 differnt culture come together and see each other as weird. Since poly people were outnumbered 100 to to 1, we were like Aliens. The mask helped bridge the connect from me to them, but what they saw wasn't me...

Then came the joining of the MC which deserves its' own story but I would not speak of it now. Being once in the SIT club in poly, organizing events was the only thing I took with me when I left Poly alongside with friends that I couldn't live without and special ones as well. I wanted the same for Uni, to find people that I could be close to, talk to, have fun with and hang around with. The fun times in Club activities would never leave me for as long as I live. These memories are so fresh, I sometimes wonder what is happening to us now(the poly people). Maybe reailty just got the better of us.

So I joined the MC, firstly it wasn't what I was expecting. Lots of long useless meetings that wasted everyone's time were carried out. I gave it a chance, I did, but it just seems that these meetings are only getting more frequent.
Then comes the second issue, the people. The people are fun loving people, but something just lacks here. It wasn't the same as what I had in mind. I reminded myself not to compare, as dwelling on the past will only cloud your future (Lee. JY, 2008). I too gave that a chance. My mask is doing it's job, it tried to bridge the connections. But it seems that the more I try, the hard it gets and the mask would get thicker. I know the problems if I were to shed this mask, nothing would come out of it. What I will reveal will identify me and also seperat me from the rest.
Work starts to pile, from the MC and as well as my modules. I miss my friends, those whom i can laugh with. I haven't been laughing ever since I came here. The kind of laughter that would bring tears to my eyes, the kind of fun that I would gladly stay in school till very late for. I guess that's just the past and I don't forsee finding any here. I hope I do, I really do, the chances are slim but I will search. They say it's the darkest when you are nearest to the light house, but what if i'm going the wrong direction? Suddenly It just sounds so sad I can feel that tears are gathering at my eyes.

The mask is so thick now it is killing me, I miss the days when I didn't have it. Just to name a few people who have made a difference in my life.

Xavier, for always being there to make really funny jokes, I'll never get anything from any other people now. When there was no one to laugh at your jokes I'm alway the one laughing away. You are the best at what you can do man! Of course there were also the days when you were known as sandman. hahaha doesn't that bring back memories? The back stage which we made a lot of jokes about almost anything we could find. The most memorial was the actual finale day when you had to make a costume change and I was rushing to the other side of the stage. We went past each other running and the best high 5 was created then... I remember we cried so much we though we ran out of tears, but my friend... How come I can still get tears when I type this? haha....

Kah yip, aka sky, aka chicken wing, you have a lot of names bro... Remember you used to be so zai in doing all the ninja stuff huh. Stole my cheer somemore then it became yours'?! wth man give credit leh! Our malaysia trips ahah thanks for dricing us around. Your lousy jokes played as a catalyst for us to make BIGGER jokes. The dodge ball hitting your face with all the water flying around was damn power man, I can see it as I'm writing this. Remember the pic where three of us IC were on level 5 of NYP BLK L when there was still an open air space? Loved that picture. Three Incharge, VoiceOut, PhatNight, BandzOut. We were so zai then. I look at Uni now and wonder how did we make all our events so successful? I think it was the people. Yes definitely the people...

Nat! The pirate ah! hahah You were always around as well, doing all the funny thing alongside xavier. I have nothing uch to describe here but I just wanted to say thank you if you ever read this, cos I know you dun read blogs...

Andrew. ANDREW!!! Gemini friend, let's emo together. How come you are not here when i'm in super emo state. So much to talk about that I can't put them down into words. Your rubbish also priceless one. Your AP also, it was so AP that it was actually entertaining. I remember when we were CLEARING the clubroom! We wore a AP tag and started throwing things out one by one. Now i'm in your shoes, need to do clean up but it not exciting at all. It's more like a chore now. Why? I have no idea. I thought it would be fun but no. I am feeling now that is a waste of time. I can only go with the flow, I feel that it is not my show. There is no ownership. Maybe I just need time, but time will erode even the last bit of my feeling of belonging here. The only thing time will make people want to go back in time. Time is special, it will cover up the pain in the past and torture you with the beautiful and sweet times you have had. Then these happy times would pull the sad times out and crush you from within. It's invading me today and I think I am losing. andrew come and save me andrew! We go gambling ship leh play your fav blackjack, more or less then 12 is it? and to see all the color changing jackpot machines and feeling sea sick. Qing Chun Shao Nian Chu! *hand in the air*. Of course not foretting your welfare for us during the club times. I'm in that position now as well, the andrew in NUS but I dun wanna give a fuck. I really don't. My AP tag is bigger then you but I can't show it. It will cause too much pain.

othing much to say but you deserved a spot here as well.

To my fellow actors of finale, you guys were the best. Sorry for making everyone rehearse every to such unholy hours. Thank you for staying, thank you for all the support. It was a lot to ask for, but you guys gave all that you could. If it was for the skid, you are very responsible, if you stay because for me... I cannot thank you enough. I should have treat all to dinner now that I think of it....

To my Phat night team... thank you for all the support as well. As an incharge I know I didn't do anything. I overlooked, I didn't act or put on any mask because I thought that was how things should have been. Sometimes I wasn't there when you guys were having trouble. But I know that you guys were there when I needed you people. Thanks for painting the tree people and the only photo of the tree was the one with merv beside it. I didn't think I ill treat anyone right? Lollipop for everyone! haha and thank you Sharon for the bandongs you bought for me.

And Mei Ling, the bear bear. Ha ha I don't know how to put this in words. Just wanted to say... I'm sorry.
for the things I had not done.
Thank you for sticking around for the finale skit.
Thank you for all the happy things to remember when I look back now.
Do you still bite your straws? :) I do now. every straw I get my mouth on.
So much little things I can remember you for... I guess it will just remind with me till forever.
The brown jacket... teddy bears.
I still miss you, I really do... I've always felt this way but never said it.
Wishing you all the best.

The mask is getting heavier, I want to put it down.
The mask is getting thicker, I can't breathe anymore.
The mask never rests, I'm afraid that I would not be the deciding to remove it soon.
I'm scared. Very scared.

There is one good thing in uni is that. I found someone that I can actually share these deep thoughts of mine. To talk the things that I have been covering up, the thoughts that I go through whenever I make decisions. I want to share them.

千金易得，知自难求
Now I know what that means.

The rain has stopped, it is still cold. Cold is good. It reflects what I'm feeling inside.

Talk with Kah Yip a little, haha that workaholic. Feeling a bit better now. Thanks Jia Ye you dunno how much that call affected me sia.

In you and me; That Rock Song

2008-11-06T21:50:00.002+08:00

Wished that there was something we got together for,
Something simple, something magic, something big.
We look back and without a doubt we can hear it in our heads.

It's that Rock Song!
It brings out how we feel, chases the sad away
Any season, anyday, any moment, in everyway.
It's that Rock Song!
It's that Rock Song!
Oooooh~ It's that Rock Song!!!

Doesn't matter what it is,
Metal, jazzy, rap and bluez
It might even sound like this,
Hey! It's might even be Clas-si-cal!

Doesn't matter what you do,
Right now you'll should sound like this:
Na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na Hey!!!

Finish: OKAY!

Upside down

2008-08-21T22:58:00.002+08:00

When the world turns upside down

The rain from yesterday didn't smell the same,
Things that were there ain't no more.
People you know, people you see.
Never were there, never wil be.

Dash out the door, fly through the streets.
Reaching for freedom, Racing against the rest.
Fool's race it was, if all is lost if it be won.
Suddenly all goes black, Everything turns Upside Down!

When thr word turns UpSide Down,
Never felt likehis before, Up is Down and Down is Up
Swim on land and Walk on sea.
That's What happens when
The world Turns UPSIDE DOWN!

Playback

2008-08-03T23:18:00.003+08:00

Once I felt the world changing,
It was however nothing(more then a ) but a dream.

Where were the songs we used to sing?
They have been washed down a stream,
A stream called time.

Can we bring yesterday back around?
The things we used to hear when we wake up
Never could we be graced with this sound.

Can we bring yesterday back around?
Everything was so beautiful back then
When can we hit the "playback" button again?

那时候，那地点

2007-12-20T22:01:00.001+08:00

当一切只存在记忆里，
回想只让它更深固。
不是偶然，也不是反常，
我们的画面成了水里的倒影。
那一天，那地点，我们第一次见面

回忆里，那首歌，我们一起唱的歌。
是不是还留在我们的心里徘徊着。
但时间，不懂累，一直跑在我们前。
跟随的只剩留恋。

那时候，那地点，我们会不会再见。
软弱的笑和泪建设成薄薄的失恋。

TBC.

Change.

2007-12-10T22:37:00.000+08:00

This post has been given "change" as a title. As simple as it seems. Change can means a lot of things.

But first of let's have a thought of the day(or night in this case). Get it?! Oh nevermind...

Sometime in a point in life, perhaps you have thought that you are actually good at something and others may have commented that you are the best or something along that line.

Or you have competed within your own group of peers, be it a class or a play group of MMO players, and you dicover you are the best.

Thing is, it does not make you the best. It just makes you better then the people you know.

Take it like this. By competing within your own set of peers, you are just in a small pond. The thought itself that you are the best will be eaten in the sea. Well at least i've have. Ha ha but at least not in the sea lah in the next bigger pond.

When you think that you are the best, look a little further and you realise that you are just so small in this world.

But however! If you ever achieve the best, you are probably lonely. At least that's what they usually project in those chinese wo xia flims lah.

Well if you have read the above and realised that you are in that kind of situation, don't wait till it strikes you one day when you eventually enter the sea.

Learn it from others and start to CHANGE.

That brings us into the topic today/tonight: Change.

Change should occur when one realise that something is wrong or when on feels uncomfortable with what he/she has around him/her.

It maybe a change in the environment or the other way round, a change made within the person to suit the environment. For some change takes time, some wait till the new year and set a goal or changes he/she wants to achieve. Whereas some does it on the spot right here right now.

Now, some may agree that changing slowly is the right way to do it since you give yourself or your body/mind time to adapt to the new suround or practices that you may have changed.

For others, instant changes would make them happier or feeling more statified.

My point of view is that changes sometimes taken too long a time will result in the giving up of the actual idea of the change. Where as some changes really really need time. I can't think of any examples that require time to change but instant change are always best if one can sort of "sustain" it.

无名

2007-11-18T17:01:00.000+08:00

无名

让你走，是我不能拥有。
当时以为爱要自然，不去多探。
那年，真想牵着你的手。
现在只剩下愁优。

是我笨，不懂的珍惜你的人。
当时的感情很深，只是我不懂得疼。
你的声音，你的笑，一直在我身围绕。
只是现在的你我再也不能要。

我只想让你知道，要你珍惜他的好。
趁经你是我需要，可是
。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

那一天，那地点。

2007-11-18T16:19:00.000+08:00

当一切只存在记忆里，
回想只让它更深固。
不是偶然，也不是反常，
我们的画面成了水里的倒影。

那一天，那地点，我们第一次见面。
。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

07112007 2123

2007-11-07T21:06:00.000+08:00

Thoughts weaved as I took the trip home from Air Force School.

The friends that we meet along our lives;
Are they just mere passer-bys they we just happen to cross paths with?
Or they walk along side you for as long as the friendship can hold?

I feel, friends that appear in your life is like you taking a bus.
No one knows who the driver is, you are one of the passengers that board it.

Different buses represent different phrases of your life, be it from Primary school to Secondary school or even to National Service.

These buses that we would board have different passengers.

You board a bus, get to know the people on the bus. Some of them you would dislike and others you woule find something special in them.

The thought that came to me was, at these certain phases of life, some of the passengers you have had met before would cross paths with you. Does it mean that the friendship would be "renewed" or would it be strengthened?

Friends that we make in life, happens so that we always stop seeing each other after alighting these different "buses". Yes, we do keep in touch. However the things we do are never going to be the same again.

Surely everyone has experienced this before. "Missing the good old times." "Ah how I wish that we could do what we used to do again." These few sentences would submerge whenever we see old friends.

Strangely the only things we seems to share are simply put, "update" of our current lives and the experience we had in the previous "bus".

Is it what we are looking for?
Wouldn't it be nice for us to get together again and do the things we used to do?

No, would be the answer usually to the question.

The current situations don't allow it or we have all grown up.

Then again what does growing up mean?
Does it mean to leave old friends behind? Does it mean to just be able to update each other on what we are doing?

Keep in touch! Let's meet up again!

Often said but lost in time. Time and the hectic lifestyle slowly erodes old friends away. Making them seem far away.

These may seem like just plain old rubbish but hey, these thoughts are swimming in my head as I type.

This may not have a concludsion but at least I gave it "form".

朋友是永远的吗？
我想是的吧。
只是时间把所有遗忘。
再见！再见！
真得会再见吗？

不想把一切忘掉、只想把时间留着。
让它停留，让泪和笑再型成。
回忆只会让我们模糊，看不清楚前面的路。
是否未来幸福，我只能一步一步。

18.6.2007

2007-06-18T15:00:00.000+08:00

Now the feeling is like half of the world that are gone for no reason. Ha ha.. Suddenly all my friends are gone msn is dead now. People msg-ing me telling me "Seeya man". With me telling them to call me when they get out. It's feels kinda funny. Others would tell me "Brother! It's my last day liao lah. It's over man!" You're not gonna DIE dude! LoL

Me and my band ate inside a MRT station a few days ago. It was my most exciting meal ever! Everytime the announcement says Pls do not eat and that stuff we shift place. There were cameras around! lol... and Yes we ate INSIDE the MRT station. Not just snakcs but a complete MEAL. 2 piece chicken meal if u have to know hahah.

Been chionging blood+ untill now a bit sick too heaty, I think.

Currently listenning to This love 3rd ending of blood+. Nice; my kind of stuff.

Music Mood: Anything slow. I think This Love is 3/4

11 June 2007

2007-06-11T22:11:00.000+08:00

OMG.. I am sitting here with my labtop in my room with my Desktop DEAD. It's dead for dunno what reason. This was what happened.

I decided to download drawn of mana from PS2 and I alo found the para para PS2 game ISO whihc i happily d/l-ed and told myself "Finally"!

Then I went for a shower.

THEN! I came bacand OMG! It's the blue screen of SUPER DEATH man!!! The sort that when you change an incompetible RAM into a old motherboard. Some sort of error when you did not initalise an Array while programming 0x00000000 error-dunno-what-the-hell. Wah lau eh.... Then ok lah restart lo. Restart liao I thought that it would revert into the normal computer when i got the error. But NO!

NO man. No... At first it starts but after it tried tostart Windows, it restarts by itself! Holy shit... 100% restart rate man. Si bei sian...

Anyone can help me?!!!? My bro says that his friends experienced it as an over heat of the computer but I don't hink so.... Anyone can help? :(

Music Mood: 2/4 Rock

Today also went over to Mel's place to tune my drums. The snare took like 1 and a half hours but it still ends up sounding like "Teug" instead of the correct "Tuck" well, at least I made it sound a LITTLE bit right. Ha Ha.

Rhythm of Life

2007-06-09T23:11:00.000+08:00

Well... I guess i decided to revert my Blog to what it originally was. At least that's what made me feel better so I went ahead and 'destroy' the KH skin. It is now 11pm and i want to sleep already...

Rhythm of Life; something I hope to find within my drumming experiences that I am trying to get as much as possible.

Maybe I don't have a goal, maybe I don't even have a cause. Some might see it as 'Aiya! This guy too free lah then go learn drumming then after that will quit de lah'. For me, it is something i picked up when I had the free time yes, there are LOTS of other things that i picked up and throw away within just a few days. But this s different, with my band members going all out as well, this is will be different.

Times I find myself doing something maybe not for myselfbut for others. Friends are my source of motivation in my case. To do something alone would probably never work for me. It is quite dumb for me to delete the WHOLE sentence just because i missed out on letter at the start of the sentence LoL Wth.... Ah sorry got a little off track, but hey it's TRUE(and i just did it! I missed out the letter 't' in litte Damn it!)

With the hope that i can find what i would like to call the Rhythm of Life through drumming is something I thought of while just sitting down and letting my mind run.(or A.K.A. I was in the toilet) It might have been something that i thought of just to make it sound cool? or just an 'excuse' to let myself continue learning and improving on my drumming skills? I don't know man. I guess time will tell.

Time will tell...

About a little of what happenned in my life today was i went to the AMK arcade and i decided to play DM but no sticks lah so i used the in-house sticks. They were HEAVY! OMG! I think I'm used to my light sticks that i can't even play without them. Heh, It's the beginning of our journey uh, My drumsticks...

ok sleeep liaozz,

In Tune, Rythm of Life.

I miss school

2007-05-09T14:23:00.000+08:00

I miss school i really do. Things that happen to you when you are bored.

Dream journal

2007-04-24T12:47:00.000+08:00

All i remembered from last night's dream was...

She and I took a bus, went to a mall to see whether her great aunt was there.
It was like a gamble. If her great aunt was there, she would be gone.

As we reached the mall the bunch of us walk toward the shop whihc the great aunt was working at. She was nervous, we held hands as we walked.

Into the shop we went. At first glance she wasn't there. Sighs of relieve came through for both of us. But a second check upon the shop proved otherwise.

I ask her to leave with me. She refused; saying that it was the other end of the bargain.
We then set off for the bus stop. There, we sat facing each other. She was quiet.

I said, " It was possible between us."

Her eyes were sad. Our forheads met, I help both of her hands up and brought it up between us.

"I will wait for you."

THEN i woke up woah raining sia... then go back sleep see the dream wil continue or not. Then i dun think got continue ah. dreamt of her clinging on me then we swimming then dunno wad. then woke up @ 1230. still raining. So nice to sleep man

私の夢

2007-04-17T18:49:00.000+08:00

Had a dream last night, it was the memories of the SIT orientation back when I was an OGL. Time does fly huh...

The memories of the days came to 'haunt' me. A good thing? Might it be a curse? I do not know.
It is a never ending cycle. Go through it, hate it, leave it, miss it, cherish it.
Songs and voices from my memories, echo through my head. Seemed so real, I feel like crying.
People I've seen, places I've been, only sums up as a sweet sweet dream.

When I woke up, everything's gone. Faded away, never to return.
Faded to a place called Memories, a place where most beauty would be.
As I sat on my bed, wondering, wondering if I had cried in my sleep.
すてきだね~ I finally understood what it meant.

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2007-02-21T15:52:00.000+08:00

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Pay to do work? Don think so!

The lousiest chain mail

2007-02-15T15:48:00.000+08:00

I have recieved the funniest chain mail EVER! LoL

Check this out folks:

Is this ent by the hotmail staff? Looks like it... But!
Send it to fifteen people? If this news is that important why doesn't hotmail send it to everyone? That number one.

Secondly, this is a picture. Photoshop? I highly suspect it.

Third and lastly, upon checking the first mail that sent this dates back to 20 jan 2007. which is almost one month from now... Will hotmail spend one month just to check who has been using thei accounts and who isn't? I think not.

24 hours huh... Nah~

Die chain mails.

A song for Excos 2005/06

2006-12-21T09:57:00.000+08:00

A song that I would like to share with the excos 2005/06...

Your Heart Will Lead You Home

Sunny days and starry nights
And lazy afternoons
You're countin' castles in the clouds
And hummin' little tunes
But somehow, right before your eyes
The summer fades away
Everything is different
And everything has changed

If you feel lost and on your own
And far from home
You're never alone, you know
Just think of your friends
The ones who care
They all will be waiting there
With love to share
And your heart will lead you home

Funny how a photograph
Can take you back in time
To places and embraces
That you thought you'd left behind
They're trying to remind you
That you're not the only one
That no one is an island
When all is said and done

If you feel lost and on your own
And far from home
You're never alone, you know
Just think of your friends
The ones who care
They all will be waiting there with love to share
And your heart will lead you home

There'll come a day
When you're losing your way
And you won't know where you belong
They say that "Home is where the heart is"
So follow your heart
And know that you can't go wrong

If you feel lost and on your own
And far from home
You're never alone, you know
Just think of your friends
The one who care
They all will be waiting there
With love to share
And your heart will lead you

If you feel lost and on your own
And far from home
You're never alone, you know
Just think of your friends
The ones who care
They all will be waiting there
With love to share
And your heart will lead you
Where you belong
I know your heart will lead you home

If anyone interested to get the song can msg me on msn...
(Damn it how you put music on blog ah?)

SIT Cruise

2006-11-13T10:29:00.000+08:00

The SIT cruise is in operation now as i type this article.

In general this cruise would be a gambling ship. Although here are facilities for non-gamblers to play around with. But the main attraction is the gambling house.

Here's what's in the gambling house:

There a security guard that guards the place. In fact that's the only thing he can do lah... Bo bian. He's been there 4 years can counting liao. He cannot gamble, if gamble sure tio by the gamblers inside one.

Up next we have a cafe over at the corner for people to relax. Last time actually sell nachos one but lose money ah then change to cafe. Earn very fast.

We have a black jack table in the middle of the place. One of the many many players became the banker lah. Then the banker has been winning ever since. Even the banker cheat the player also still play on one. If the player decide to leave ah, the banker very jian. Sit there and wait for the player come back. And the player really come back ah. Sometimes the cards haven't even deal the banker win liao.

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Another section is the gambling house is the jackpot area. 5 rows one very hard to kena the jackpot. So after $2000, $2000 liddat wack ah, wack nothing then switch ah. Switch to a 2 row one, easier to tio wad. But the 2 row jackpot a lot of problem one lah... Can stuck ah and stuff. The good thing is that jackpot can bring around lah portable... But need alot of time lah. To play and to fix.

Ultimately, there is the money changer!!! Just sits behind the counter.. change money lah. How hard can it get? Sure earn one. Everytime people change ah he pocket 1 dollar liddat. Then is a lot of people come change you know... Serious man, the most jian one. Then sit behind the counter buy eat mooncake lah. Jian sia...

To be continued...

Conclusion of the 50 Questions Email i sent out and got back

2006-10-30T14:14:00.000+08:00

The research has shown that most of the people whom i sent the 50 questions are unable to read questions correctly. Or ignoring the actually question totally.

Common mistakes occurs when one is presented with a question of How or What.

Usual errors consist of Answering a "Do you" instead of "How"

"Who" instead of "What"

Some tend to be easily influenced by other's answers. Ergo, not having a mind of their own or are just plain lazy to answer them. Common arguements about this issue results in the person claiming that he/she also thinks the same as the previous person who sent the email.

Others have shown the symptoms of UCC, (Un-Controllable Comments).
When a subject is presented with a question with an answer a previous speciment submitted, the subject tends to comment on the answer even if the question and instructions do not require such an activity.

50 Questions Report. 30 Oct 2006 2:16PM

Kingdom Hearts!!!!

2006-10-16T17:56:00.000+08:00

Woah Damn cool!

Where's Sora?

woah! Damn nice music also! Anyone can find that piece of music PLEASE send me!!!

It's called Hikari but rock version.

Those can help me find de pls help! ^^

Oei X help me find leh

To forward or not to forward?

2006-10-13T18:21:00.000+08:00

Today's discussion is to forward or not to forward?

The question that poeple poundered for ages; To be or not to be?

It drove some craxy, it drove some rich. But hey today's question has been changed to fit this certain topic, and that is as seen on the title,

To forward or not to forward?

The answer is simple! Really! No need to use half your life to calculate it.

The answer is....

Woah 630 liao... bye people i going off from work! wah ahah For the answer to the question tomorrow night then i will complete this post.

Completing consists of spell check. So any spelling errors dun come find me first.

Continue!

The answer is simple! The answer is NO. You should not forward that email!

Chain mails have been around since I-dunno-when times. Most these mails consist of information either blackmailing you, or simply just cursing you. There are a few famous examples... Such as

1. Your email/msn account will shutdown.

2. You will get free stuff.

3. Fowarding for good/bad luck.

4. Make-a-wish mails.

5. Each mails donates money.(Special case)

Let's go through these examples one by one. For the first example, i actually kept one of the chain mails just to show it here.

It reads as follows:

hey everyone, listen up .
On the 1st of november , we will have to pay for the use of our MSN and email accounts unless we send this message to at least 18 contacts on your contact list. It's no joke if you don't believe me then go to the site (http://news.bbc.co.uk/1/hi/business/1189119.stm ) and see for yourself.

Anyways once you've sent this message to at least 18
contacts, your msn dude will become blue. please copy and paste don't
forward cos people won't take notice of it.

Hey it is Andy and john the directors of MSN, sorry for the interruption but msn is closing down. this is because too many inconsiderate people are taking up all the name (eg making up lots of different accounts for just one person), we only have 578
names left.

If you would like to close your account, DO NOT SEND THIS MESSAGE ON. If you would like to keep your account, then SEND THIS MESSAGE TO EVERYONE ON YOUR CONTACT LIST. This is no joke, we will be shutting down the servers. Send it on, thanks. WHO EVER DOES NOT SEND THIS MESSAGE, YOUR ACCOUNT WILL BE CLOSED AND YOU WILL COST 10.00 A MONTH TO USE. SEND THIS TO EVERYONE ON YOUR CONTACT LIST. NOW YOU KNOW WHAT TO DO. PLEASE DO NOT FORWARD THIS or REPLY. COPY THE WHOLE EMAIL. GO BACK TO YOUR INBOX AND CLICK ON NEW. AND PASTE

That's the email i recieved, some will forward it some won't. Let's go point by point to analyse this email and also the person who sent it to me.

First point...

On the 1st of november , we will have to pay for the use of our MSN and email accounts unless we send this message to at least 18 contacts on your contact list. It's no joke if you don't believe me then go to the site (http://news.bbc.co.uk/1/hi/business/1189119.stm ) and see for yourself.

The ones in bold are the problem ones, look at the first one

pay for the use of our MSN

PAY for MSN? Are you sure?! They are more than happy for you to use their service! NEXT!

If at any point of time anyone reading this does not agree with me, do drop me a note and I will debate with you.

Second point.

at least 18 contacts on your contact list

My question is, how on earth are they going to check EVERY account that have had sent to at least 18?! Plus they will have to check whether those contacts that were sent to are in your contact list?!

Ok, ok. Fine. So you say they have Super computers and blah blah. It is possible. Chance given. Here's another question then... You know how many account there are in the world? When do you want them to start checking? How much TIME and MONEY will they need to check everything?

Next...

(http://news.bbc.co.uk/1/hi/business/1189119.stm )

Very smart, there's a webbie given to make you believe that the mail is true.

Believe Points ++?

NO! --!

I think that this is the biggest hole in the whole email... Why?
Because, note that the webbie reads.. /1/hi/business... hi! wtf? HI! Which professional website that reports important news uses /hi/? Unless this is your HTML project, very unlikely... Actually I kind of find this to be quite funny. Maybe it was in an attempt to bluff people into forwarding mails, he used this 'strategy' but too bad lah, kena backfired. HI! lol

Next paragraph!

Anyways once you've sent this message to at least 18
contacts, your msn dude will become blue. please copy and paste don't
forward cos people won't take notice of it.

This one is just repeating the 18 people. Oh?! my msn dude turn blue leh! Wasn't it blue EVER SINCE MSN WAS AROUND?! Unless you sign out lah.

What was amizing and very funny is that... cehck out the line:

please copy and paste don't
forward cos people won't take notice of it.

Huh... a while you ask me to forward, a while you tell me not to forward... What's the amzing part is that the person who sent this email to me, lol! FORWARDED IT! HAHA! Hey if you don't want your msn to close down ah please at least read instructions correctly hor!! Ha ha! Please lah... You people ah, damn funny one.

hahahaha...next next..haahah

Hey it is Andy and john the directors of MSN, sorry for the interruption but msn is closing down. this is because too many inconsiderate people are taking up all the name (eg making up lots of different accounts for just one person), we only have 578
names left.

First of all, directors talk to you like that one ah? Hey hello! Ho bo? Oei wan go makan not?! Their english also very poor, Hey it is Andy and john...

IT is ah?!

john no need to caps meh? John leh.

Runnning out of names? I don't believe a word of it. Look at your keyboard. How many combinations of names u can come up with? if you want to know how many combinations which consist of just numbers can give you...

There are 9 numbers, there is no limit to how many numbers you can type in. On the calculator, you have to type this in. 9C-Unlimited- Good luck there! 578 left seh... So much people in the world man!

And last but not least! The 'finishing blow'!

If you would like to close your account, DO NOT SEND THIS MESSAGE ON. If you would like to keep your account, then SEND THIS MESSAGE TO EVERYONE ON YOUR CONTACT LIST. This is no joke, we will be shutting down the servers. Send it on, thanks. WHO EVER DOES NOT SEND THIS MESSAGE, YOUR ACCOUNT WILL BE CLOSED AND YOU WILL COST 10.00 A MONTH TO USE. SEND THIS TO EVERYONE ON YOUR CONTACT LIST. NOW YOU KNOW WHAT TO DO. PLEASE DO NOT FORWARD THIS or REPLY. COPY THE WHOLE EMAIL. GO BACK TO YOUR INBOX AND CLICK ON NEW. AND PASTE

One moment want to close your account, one moment need to shut down server... Which one you want to do?! Shut down half meh? SiaoZ.

If I'm one of the few that did not recieve this email? does it mean mine will auto close down? You can easily go to court for this man. Objection!

If this email is sooooo professional to make you believe and send it, it says here...

AND YOU WILL COST 10.00 A MONTH TO USE.

10.00 wad? Stones? Chain mails? Get a life man.

That will be all for the first example. On to the next!

Emails which tells you that free products will be given... Just doesn't make sense does it? In general the flaws of the email has been explained above.

Number 3. Good luck/bad luck

Preys upon the humans heart of better safe than sorry, same as insurance. That's how they earn your money. Most people live through their lives happily without any accidents and stuff.Why do you buy insurance? Because you want to kena accident so you can say "Woah heng ah! Got buy iinsurance!" I'll pass on that.

Number 4. Make a wish scroll down slowly!

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STOP!

Suckers... That's what the inventors of these mails are thinking everytime someone does it. Sure, no harm doing it. Suckers... Try a well man, it works better.

Now on to the kind of mails that Donates a certain amount of each mail you forward...

Honestly, i don't see how forwarding mail can earn you money. If it were true we wound not need donations already. A bit cruel hearted here but i can say i do not believe and do not forward these kind of mails either...

You can call me heartless...

This is a heartless

While this is a nobody

That's all for this topic of forwarding mails!

To my other Gemini

2006-10-11T00:38:00.000+08:00

To my one only other ever so close Gemini friend...

You owe me an explanation. Get your ass out of there well.

You will tell me that explanation with YOUR own fucking mouth.! With your own fucking voice!

Until then... That explanation will remain from what I know of you. It's called 'forget'...

Get ass out of there... Please...

please....

Haze ah~~

2006-10-10T14:58:00.000+08:00

Look up in the sky!
There's no birds!
There's no planes!

Cos the only orh lu lu thing you can see is the haze!

Recently Singapore kena some hazey situation ah... from a certain country that i will not lah. But everyone knows which one i am talking about by hey you know, let's just keep my mailbox free of lawyer letters. So here goes... Comments on the orh lu lu thing in the sky!

Few things i noticed when the last fri & sat with the haze ah. Is that..

1. No birds

Er.. i think that's the only thing i can remember lah, maybe another thing is that it makes me sick lah. Everytime go out ah got that oily oily smell seh. Then it causes me to curse and swear more also.

Up next we will study the pros and cons of this haze-thingy.

------------------------------------News Flash!--------------------------------

On tonight's news @ 7:36pm we bring you the anal-ysis of the haze that has struck Singaporeans by shocking surpise...

Video conferences from the SHOO(Singapore Haze Outcasting 'Orang') indicates that the PSI(Puah! Sway! Index) is an sibei unhealthy score of 130 and above... These were the quotes from the conferences.

"Wah lan eh! The PSI hor sibei unhealthy ah! Wah got 130 liao lo."

"Siao bo... still laising leh..."

"Laise some more Singapore don't need to breathe liao ah! Haiyo die lah..."

"Kanina! Chao...." *ZAP*

*Conference ends*

*Back to the news guy*

Wah lau... Where got bad word one... fu... *feedback* Holy shit! I didn't know the mic was...!

*Ahem* Such petrifying report from the SHOO. The SHOO has also warned all citizens to Please Stay Indoors as long the intimidating Haze continues to engulf our beautiful island.

Coming up, we have John who's out in the Haze to bring us a life report of the situation outside the safe borders of this building.

John can you hear me?!

*Cam on John Live!*

Hey! Hey! News Guy! Yup...! I'm outside in this Haze! The only thing that stand between me and the Haze is this special mask that protects me from certain death from inhaling too much of the Haze!

News Guy: "Did you just say certain death John?!"

Yes! Yes I did News Guy! These poor souls are doom to die without this special mask!
I will try to interview them before they all die...

*stops a passer by*

Yo! how are you doing man?!

Old uncle: "Aiya.. No problem one lah! Lim bei live so long liao ah wad Haze never see before?! These young people a bit bit then die liao! Not zai one! Hai..."

So I see! So wad are your comments on this Haze?

Old uncle: "Wah lan... The *country will not be named* stupid sia! Wad burn trees lah... Make the whole world suffer... Then somemore ah! Now moon cake festival ah! Cannot see the moon ah! Haze untill the Chang er 's rabbit also become black color liao lo! Haiz.. She should not have eaten the pink color grape ah... IF not ah~"

*interrupts* Oh yes! Yes! We do not need to know what caused Chang Er to go to the moon lah... Ha Ha Thanks uncle! Back to you News Guy!

Thank you John! That's the end of our news... What? The pros and cons of Haze? No lah... That's the programme that we interrupted for the news mah... aiyo! Back to the programme!

Thank you Citizens!

---------------------------------End News Flash-------------------------------

That was some long news huh... Well back to my pros and cons of the stupid Haze lah... Let's start off by listening to the Gooood Stuff...

Goood Stuff:

1. Can tell the boss u sick, because of Haze. They cannot do anything one.

2. Got excuse to stay at home when people ask you out but lazy.

3. Got excuse to curse and swear then you just blame it on the Haze.

4. Can blame the Haze for almost anything.

5. It covers up the sun.

The Bad Things:

1. You can really get sick.

2. It covers up the moon.

3. It covers up the sun.

4. Excuse for parents to tell you cannot go out.
(But it's true lah. I'll stand on my mom's side for this matter.)

5. Those lazy friend finally get a flawless excuse why he/she cannot go out with you.

6. Always need to on Air-con at home.

7. It gets freaking hot.

8. Makes you seh`!

9. Haze + Second hand smoke = Die even faster.

10.Haze just sucks.

As you can see the bad things are two times the amount of the good ones... what's more the good ones ain't all that good either...

This concludes for today's Hazanalysis.
Stay tuned for "How did Chang Er even end up there?!"

The 87% Gemini Guy

2006-10-06T15:21:00.000+08:00

Some cool stuff to watch/listen, this is cool ah then somemore i learning driving wah ha ha

Some other cool stuffZ

You are 87% Gemini

How Gemini Are You?

New post!!

2006-10-04T15:45:00.000+08:00

Finally a new post has come.... That's mainly because i have nothing to do @ work over here at Neil road...

Dunno wad to type also lah... actually just wanted to type down something i found very meaningful

The only thing more painful than getting hurt is giving up on tomorrow and lying to yourself.

Got this from some anime song ah ok i go back watch liaoZ

MY first teacher's day

2006-09-02T01:23:00.000+08:00

It's teacher's day but not the same as before... Because we, the seniors of SIT 2006/07 are the teachers...! Thank you Excos 2006/07!

Right on...

2006-06-03T20:36:00.000+08:00

There once was a little boy who had a bad temper. His father gave him a bag of nails and told him that every time he lost his temper, he must hammer a nail into the back of the fence. The first day the boy had driven 37 nails into the fence.

Over the next few weeks, as he learned to control his anger, the number of nails hammered daily gradually dwindled down. He discovered it was easier to hold his temper than to drive those nails into the fence.

Finally the day came when the boy didn't lose his temper at all. He told his father about it and the father suggested that the boy now pull out one nail for each day that he was able to hold his temper. The days passed and the young boy was finally able to tell his father that all the nails were gone.

The father took his son by the hand and led him to the fence. He said, "You have done well, my son, but look at the holes in the fence. The fence will never be the same. When you say things in anger, they leave a scar just like this one. You can put a knife in a man and draw it out. It won't matter how many times you say I'm sorry, the wound is still there."

The little boy then understood how powerful his words were. He looked up at his father and said "I hope you can forgive me father for the holes I put in you."

"Of course I can," said the father.

When you say something spiteful in anger, you leave a scar on someone who cares. And because you're not just anyone, it hurts so much more.

hmm..

2006-05-23T09:56:00.000+08:00

simple blog, cool happenings

2006-05-18T16:13:00.000+08:00

Something damn fucking retarded happened a few hours ago.

If it wasn't that retarded, I wouldn't be blogging right now. Here's the scenario.
Encounter with a Fucktard version 1.0

* NOTE the following is not edited yet... later then edit... lol * got lesson

Irddy, Robin, X, and I were waiting at the Block N Level 6 for Hanz.

Robin: What the fuck is Hanz doing in there man?

("Hey boy, stop using vulgarities" echoes from the background)

Robin: (looks at me) ...

Me: (looks at Robin) o.O

Irddy: Shitting

Robin: Chow Chee Bye, what the hell was that?

Pimpled face bespectacled student from the School Of Engineering walks over.

Fucktard: Don't you use dialect vulgarities!

Robin: an zhua, buay sai si boh?

Fucktard: You're disgracing the school.

We: -_-

Irddy: What's wrong with using vulgarities? We're only using it amongst ourselves.

Robin: What the fuck is wrong with you?

Interlude - Some random conversation carries on.

Robin: So who said we're not allowed to use vulgarities? Your Mommy(whinny voice)?

Fucktard points his fat stout finger right in robin face.

Robin: Nabeh you better stop pointing your finger at me or I'm gonna whack you.

Fucktard: If you don't stop using vulgarities I'm going to slap you.

Robin: Bring it if you dare. You know what's gonna happen if you dare touch me.

Fucktard: I'm going to report you to the Principal

We: Principal? (bursts out laughing)

Fucktard: Stop using vulgarities!

*Hanz walks out of the toilet

Hanz: What's going on ar?

*Robin walks over to Hanz.

Robin: eh Chow Chee Bye, what you doing sia?

Fucktard: Hey don't scold your friend vulgarity.

Hanz: (looks at Robin then with both hands in air) Fuck it man!

*Fucktard TOUCHES robin's arm to get his attention

Robin: You better get your hands off me or I'm gonna whack you.

X: Which law have we broken?

*Robin turns around to explain to Hanz about the little Fucktard.
*Fucktard TOUCHES Robin AGAIN.

Robin: Eh Chee Bye la you better stop fucking touching me or I'm really gonna give it to you.

*Lift door opens, there's someone else inside. Fucktard holds the button.

Fucktard: (points at the lift) I want you to go in NOW.

We: WTF?

Me: Eh let go of the button and let the guy go down lah.

*Fucktard takes out his little fucktard phone.

Fucktard: I'm gonna call the Principal now!

X: I'm waiting for your lawyer's letter. Sue me if you dare.

Fucktard: I'm gonna call the Principal.

X: No, don' call the Principal. Call the police NOW.

*Fucktard cowers in fear.
*X points at Fucktard and continues his barrage of words.
*Lecturer appears from a classroom after hearing the commotionSo that concludes our little adventure. The lecturer didn't take sides with him 'cos it's kinda obvious that he has a screw loose. The next time I see him, I'm gonna splew vulgarities like there's no tomorrow. Fuck it, Robin says.

The above is TRUE and it happened right in front of us! OMG. NYP do have weird people. He is year one. Wears a purple landyard... not sure which school he belongs to...

Pls note that I was laughing my ass off most of the time while listening to the conversation.

It's a joke I tell you!!! Disgrace the schoool leh! He really said that lo! Was like WTF?!?!? Since when do people start caring about the school?! LOL! Hell the school doesn't even care about us seh... haha this is some funny shit. Glad i skipped lessons for it woo~~! No wait there was "no lesson" to begin with ^^

A lesson learnt I'll never forget

2006-04-22T00:04:00.000+08:00

As of today... the 21st of April 2006, 11:57am...

A lesson was thaught to me about being selfish...

When someone ask for your help to do something, you may reject it. I did.
Without actually knowing that the person has been helping you with your requests all this while.

I rejected it saying it was troublesome, I was tired. It was pointless doing it...
These were my views.

I never thought of how the other party felt... Did he not find it troublesome? Was he not tired? Did that help meant more to him then to me?

He was tired... He knew it was troublesome but it had to be done. Without having the knowledge to complete the task, he asked for my help.
I rejected...

I only realied this when she talked to me. Is he not tired from working from day to night? Do you know that it might have been important to him? Did he ever turned down a request by you?

He was tired i knew.
I thought of how important the matter mght have been.
No, he has not turned down a request by me.

Waking up early just to fetch me to school, even when he does not have to work on that day...
Waking up early just to ring me to places i need to reach very early in the morning...
Staying up late just to wait for me to come home and tell me that food is in the microwave oven...

She made me realise how selfish i was... I feel guilty now... But time cannot rewind.

爸，对不起。。。
妈，谢谢你。。。

Sowing The Seeds of Orientation 2006

2006-04-09T21:07:00.000+08:00

This was written @ the 2nd week of the orientation planning...

If someone were to ask me... "Are They ready? Have preparations been made from head to toe?"
I would reply as of today, "I doubt so..."

But deep in my heart and from what i know,
Through the 2 weeks they WILL grow.

Start off firm and start off strong,
During planning, right the wrongs.

For this is similar to of planting seeds.
Much work is needed to succeed.

Work in excellence, work as one.
Young plants don't grow with nurseries undone.

I believe that on that day,
They will not be the ones to pray.

With enough confidence to conquer all,
No problems on that day will make them fall.

This is the wish that's in me,
I hope on that day I'll see this tree.

Have no suspect, have no doubts.
They are the ones who've passed the trails.

They are the ones who have what it takes.
They are the OGLs two thousand and six.

-JY

This is written by me for the OGLs 2006...
Yes.. you guys have done it.
Not only did I saw a tree, I saw a forest.

You only reap what you sow. And I believe that it was all worth it.

Sianz

2006-04-02T00:16:00.000+08:00

So bored... seems like it takes forever for the bleach to load... damn it man..

And the KOF XI vids dun load as well omg so sian~!!

Since i'm here i might as well type something...

Hey it just suddenly load liao... woah must wait so long one meh..

Seems like i'm talking to myself...

ok.. clicked on another vid waiting for it to load.. hopefully

I think i am running out of money, so much things to pay for you know plus somemore need to save up for 22 and 23 magic pre-release...

hundred over dollars leh... say a lot also not much say little also not little.

I need money ah!!

let me play the bleach see it load till where liao...

so little nia... then kof also wun load this sucks man

maybe here are some stuff that u guys never actually thought about... ha ha here it goes~

1. Why is the sky blue?

2. Why is water blue?

3. How would we know that we are not color blind? and those that are color blind are the ones that are NOT color blind? (get it?)

4. Are viruses released by Anti-virus companies?

5. How come u cannot create energy? If u cannot create energy, where on earth did it ever even came about in the first place?

6.How come u can erase pencil marks?

7. Why giants have deep voices and tiny elves have sharp and squeeky voices.

8. Why does my spelling suck?

9. Where do they tell u practice makes perfect when nothing in the world is perfect?

10. Why should chairs have 5 legs?

All i can think of now... still need to wait for my bleach.. haizzz

As of today 22th March 2006

2006-03-23T00:07:00.000+08:00

Somethign real stupid happened today woah cannot tahan ah...It's so stupid i dun think i will even wan to change this font to arial man..

Serious leh... imagine ah you have 40 bucks in the TapZ card ah then suddenly ALL gone! WTF! Shit man I was playing the bball machine ah at DG(dunno how to spell, beside PS) MRT. Damn it ah i play play play ah. After play ifnish one round liao. Tired ah then see.. OEI why got so much credit one?!

Starting very happy leh woah say all the lucky day wor.. wad say so heng got day ah got free games leh. Then me and my 2 friends(Nat & Xavier) play ah play... Then i had this bad feeling.. I went to check my card balance... CCB from 40 buck ah go to 0.88 DOLLAR!!! KNN!! what the hell

All the credits went into the mahcine lor! Then was like OMG dunno wad to do ah then just play ah the people there also say bo bian.. shit lah... Lucky thing is the 40 bucks is i top 20 get 20 free one... Then somemore later got people come and buy credit from me... not bad lah get back 4 dollars...

While i was in the state of omg-ness ah from the loss of 40 bucks. I managed to play quite well ah lol a lot of people watching... It's either i played well or we just made a lot of noise lah... Which i think we did make a lot of noise..

Another good thing is that at least the credits left os 0.88 if like got 0.44 ah shit ah... 0.66 even worse!!

Still cannot believe this ah. Shit ah!

And oh yes... I did not smell like black pepper this morning! gong gong... I wan my songs leh

Thoughts

2006-02-24T23:10:00.000+08:00

沉默的回忆我们都有
虽然当初对自己说没关系，寂寞敌不过时间的磨练我想你

人类啊。。。总是在失去过后，才懂得珍惜
那时明明就在面前的那份感情你有过吗？你有珍惜吗？我有，但没珍惜

When chances comeby, you may think you are not up to it.
But chances only come to those who are ready.

Current thoughts

2006-01-31T14:37:00.000+08:00

How I wish... That true love can be found in this world and all.
For the love now that everyone speaks of, is unchallenged, unrefined... Not pure.

They tell me... Yes, there is. When true love comes your heart will tell, without hestitation. without pause.
But how... How can I listen to something that has already been broken? So hurt, so lost?

How I wish...That love can be like the Animes that we watch each day.
Through many dangers it braves, at end of the day only the true ones stay.

They tell me... It's all fake my friend, these you watch will not happen in life.
Then it is cleared then... true love lies only in fantasy, only to linger in the thoughts we drive...

-JY *sigh*

Me, Me, Me

2006-01-13T20:04:00.000+08:00

GEMINI MAN

A man in this Zodiac has a thin long and proportional face. He has a high forehead and very cleaver. He looks like he can not stand or sit still, a very fast person. His nose is just right in size, thin lips, talk fast and very talkative. He can think faster than he talks, but once he start talking, he will talk non stop as if god has gifted him with that special talk machine mouth. He likes to cut his hair short and he is very athletic. He is a tall, slim and every movement of his is "Fast" or nearly call "Hyperactive". He has a long fingers and always tapping on table or moving his finger as if he is trying to grab something. He is the type who will write or scribble on paper, he never stay still. His hair always well comb or neat. He will spent a long time to comb his hair. He will keep his manicure and pedicure clean.

He is a well dress and clean guy, so if you like cleanliness, you will love him. He will keep all his cloth in big closet, and never throw away even shirts he never wear any more, but yet he still keep buying new cloths and make sure he is in style. He knows how to dress well even with a low budget. He get bored easily with his favorite cloths , cologne. He is very picky, so soap and his cologne even have to be in the same trend or same scent. If you date this kind of guy, you might think you are dating 2 guys, you will have to guess his feeling and emotion. Is he doing thing because it is a duty, or is it because he wants to? He change his mind as fast as he change a new pairs of shoes.

He can pick up a book and roughly read through and understand it's contents, so if you see a Gemini man who reads the whole book, then he must be influenced by other Zodiac. He hate to set fix schedule, and dislike a boring same routine job. He could hardly be on time, and can only keep time if it is complete important and necessary. He does not come late because he forgets, but because he always find other attractions along the way. He likes to act opposite to what he wants to do. He is a very good speaker and make a very good politician. He can easily persuade other people and well presented himself in public, a real charmer. If he is a writer, he will write the best seller. He always search for truth and constantly study himself. He never satisfy about his fame, his reputation or money, because he thinks he deserved more. He will keep searching even he is not sure what is his ultimate satisfaction.

Woman in love normally wants to feel secure and stable, but if you fall in love with this guy be prepare to be alone. He will come to see you when he feels like it. He won't even know how he spent his days everyday, so adjust yourself if you love him. Dating him is like dating 2 guys, so today he can tell you how much he loves you, but tomorrow he might call you to cancel your date. When he upsets, he could tell you he hate your dress, even it is the same dress he used to tell you make you look very sexy. Do not ask him why he is that's way for he won't have any explanations too. When he is back to normal mood, he will take you out again and forget what just happened. You can not expect him to be the same person now, and forever.

His changes will depend on you, for better or for worst. If you like to take risk and dare for challenges, you will get along with him fine. He keeps his emotional secretly as if hiding it, so you will not be able to see if he crazy in love with you, or does not give a damn at all, but be calm and patient. He will never leave you if he thinks you are a puzzle, then he will spent times solving this puzzle.

Gemini

Turn ons

Gemini is a highly intellectual and versatile person. If you have a Geminipartner you have to match your wits with his wits to keep the zing in therelation. They want to be mentally stimulated so you have to be good inconversing. Your sense of humor will get you a permanent residence place in theheart of a Gem ini. Be more communicative with them and if you are good in thisthen you will never know how hours pass by with you holding each other`s hand. Turn offs Gemini`s like to do many things at the same time so if unfortunately you are thetypes who is looking for stability you may get disappointed. Do not hold back aGemini or you may lose him, as they are restless and need change in lifeconstantly. You should try to adopt yourself with the ever-changing Gemini.Orthodox or conservative old fashion ideas are no-no in their dictionary. Changewith the ever-changing Gemini and do not flow against the current.

Turn offs

Gemini`s like to do many things at the same time so if unfortunately you are thetypes who is looking for stability you may get disappointed. Do not hold back aGemini or you may lose him, as they are restless and need change in lifeconstantly. You should try to adopt yourself with the ever-changing Gemini.Orthodox or conservative old fashion ideas are no-no in their dictionary. Changewith the ever-changing Gemini and do not flow against the current.

JUNE

Thinks far with vision
Easily influenced by kindness
Polite and soft-spokenHaving lots of ideas
Sensitive
Active mind
Hesitating
Tends to delay
Choosy and always wants the best
Temperamental
Funny and humorous
Loves to joke
Good debating skills
Talkative
Daydreamer
Friendly
Knows how to make friends
Abiding
Able to show character
Easily hurt
Prone to getting colds
Loves to dress up
Easily bored
Fussy
Seldom show emotions
Takes time to recover when hurt
Brand conscious
Executive
Stubborn
Those who loves me are enemies
Those who hates me are friends

Random stuff

2006-01-05T22:42:00.000+08:00

我们

在我们心里面有一丝丝的怀念
常趁夜深的时不忧（愈）地浮现在脑海里

回忆使终还是回忆

Use Places to start the song
回忆是永恒的。。。
（回忆只是想不起来，但永不消失(Only cannot remember but wun forget)
to be continued

我和你的未来，已经成为过去。。。

My color

2005-12-26T20:13:00.000+08:00

Black
Your color is black. The color of night. Serene and mysterious, black conjures up images of elegant evening gowns, dashing tuxedos, and gleaming limousines. Traditionally a symbol of success, black also represents power and an uncompromising demand for perfection. Not surprisingly, you tend to set challenging goals for yourself and do whatever it takes to achieve them — your strength of character is second to none. This unfaltering determination, along with your natural elegance, impresses people. But keep in mind that your personality might be intimidating to some. Try to temper your demanding side with a little softness — trust us, it won't kill you. Overall, though, black is the color of professionalism and achievement, which means it's clearly the color for you.

Some test i got from the email... what's the worst part is that 5 or more people sent me the same regarding this thingy.... Well i might as well give it try... Do you think it's true?

If so let a comment, if not leave one as well :P

Long time again...

2005-10-11T23:22:00.000+08:00

It's been a long time folks....But I'm not gonna write anything here... cos i'm just too lazy...

Oh i know! maybe can make a like JY's Magic Draft Tips! That'll be cool...

We shall see....

Before I forget

2005-08-25T00:07:00.000+08:00

"The furthest you can walk , is to take one step back."

Think about it ^^

Phat Nite 2!! OUR phat nite!

2005-08-20T15:08:00.000+08:00

Before the event i wanted to tell them...

For months we suffer,
Hard times we endure.
The extra times we spend together,
Just... to make sure.

All i ask is for your best,
On this night that ends it all.
We would finish like the rest,
Standing proud and tall.

And we did it.... ALL of us...

Extreme Venture, Voice Out, Bandz Out and Phat Nite
.....................................Victory...........................................

Words of the wise

2005-07-31T21:59:00.000+08:00

"Every scar is a lesson, every battle a test of what we have learnt."

No this was not taken from Rites Of Passage, Magic Card, Fifth Dawn

Cool~~~

2005-07-28T22:59:00.000+08:00

Regenerate Ancient Silverback. (The next time this creature would be destroyed this turn, it isn’t. Instead tap it, remove all damage from it, and remove it from combat.)

today is a birth of a tree...

2005-07-26T22:44:00.000+08:00

The tree of Phat Nite!! woohoo!!

"Chances don't come knocking twice"

I think this is dying

2005-07-23T22:09:00.000+08:00

I shall try my best to continue adding more things into this thingy...

"Don't think so much"

21 July 2005

2005-07-21T23:16:00.000+08:00

Life itself, is a gamble

Except you have nothing to lose.

Pencil, Eraser, Box

2005-07-17T22:25:00.000+08:00

This eraser can dive into your past,

turning all unhappiness into dust.

This pencil is my gift,

To write your future as you wish.

This box will guard these items well,

Not allowing anyone to add sadness to your life it shall.

For this is your story.

Before i forget...

2005-07-15T22:26:00.000+08:00

For today we have...

"Hold your stand"

No time to explain how we derive to this... gotta rush emcee script

oh no!

2005-07-14T13:30:00.000+08:00

oh my god! i didn't write one for yesterday! But I actually had one.. but i forgot when i got home yesterday... so for today we have...

"Take notes..."

The early worm gets eaten by the early bird..

2005-07-12T09:08:00.000+08:00

Are u a bird or worm?

Today we have~

"The heart has reasons that reason doesn't know."

From Irddy

today ah...

2005-07-11T21:46:00.000+08:00

"Destiny is in Your hands..."

Not much.. sad day though...

Let's just keep this going..

2005-07-10T21:56:00.000+08:00

Fourth one! Here we go~

"Always Think Of The Things At Hand.For The Past Dilute The Present And The Future Clouds It."

Actually this is not new lah it's somewhere at the bottom of this page~ but hey i got to use this today.

The Kendo people were at AMK today... we went to KFC to eat..(yes.. again! for me anyway) So JS had some problems in his life or something liddat me and irddy were trying to give him some advise lah.. so up came this sentence from me...

Yet another day!

2005-07-09T22:24:00.000+08:00

For today we have.......

"Live for the moment!"

We decided upon on this today because we were at J8 and we wanted to buy some cards.

So I was like going no money lah~~~ then we decided that we hsould live for the moment by not caring about whether we would have money for the next week. So we went on and bought the cards...haha now i have no money for movie tomorrow...

New day...New thing!

2005-07-08T23:57:00.000+08:00

This is the second attempt at my this new mission of learning something new everyday!
Let's get on with it!

For today we have....

"It is not a problem, it is just a temporary set back."

Ok, ok fine it is not something that i found today, this saying was from yesterday. but hey! give chance lah second time only leh didn't have a long day today also...

It came about during C++ prac nugs was trying to solve somebug in his code, so i went over and said... got problem right?

Then he shot this sentence that amazed us all.

You learn something new everyday

2005-07-08T00:18:00.000+08:00

Welcome to the new concept of learning something new everyday! Today is the first day of this "Oh so wonderful" event.

Idea of this event is to have a saying for each day! So be sure to check this place everyday for new stuff.

So for today! that is 7th July 2005 we have........

"We are young, we can afford to make mistakes."

How did it came about?

This is the cool part, it was after maths test. They were talking about the questions and stuff when our "for the time-being" leader said that line. Mainly because most of us didn't know how to do the test.

That's all for today's You learn something new everyday programe!
Be sure to tune in for more tomorrow! Space out! *space* *space*

woohoo some real cool stuff

2005-07-04T20:45:00.000+08:00

This time round we have some real cool stuff coming up on this "oh he never update again" blog!!

But! No! it is still nto about my life! However this has to do with all our lives.

Watch watch...

My younger bro come up with this thingy...

He commented on the 4D and Toto stuff. He said something like... Hey! Why not we change our thinking? As in we will always go.. aiya! sway sia never tio 4D... The fact is... Why do you have the mind set that u buy u will tio leh? Think it like buy is only for a little chance, dun tio is sure one! Therefore, if u tio means u are lucky lor. Dun tio is confirm one...

Some of you may understand some may not but hey think about it if u can understand.

Same goes for Magic cards! Think u will tio a foil Jitte? Or a foil Ink-eyes? well... there is a chance u will get it. But the moment u buy it it's sure dun have one. So count yourself lucky if you get one..
Nothing lunky about it even if u luck ah also say yourself till sway liao...haha so yeah that's the stuff today.

Might write somethign about myself.. if ever my life gets more colorful. Hope it does...

Finally some updates... part 1

2005-05-21T22:08:00.000+08:00

Well... i think it's been sometime since my last post... been busy with the year one orientation thingy for my school.

We planned fo a month for this three-day event. Crazy it may sound at first, 1 month was barely enough. But hey we pulled it off... i think i need to stop this proper english thingy i can't take it anymore...so yeah...

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woah ok.. now a least can crap a little bit here and there lah no need all the proper proper english liaoz.

AS i was saying... the orienatation went well. It was really worth it man. I mean... starting from the camp EAGLE i actually didn't wan to go one. Cos it was troublesome ah. then somehow i only know the camp coming the day before it :P so it was like...HUH! camp tomorrow meh?!! So yeah being a lazy person and all i dunwan to go one. In the end i still went for it i dunno why... but i didn't regret after i went for it.

Things i learnt there were priceless. Things that you will not be able to learn inside your class rooms or in aany textbook you can find. Things about leadership and teamwork.

So right after the camp~ there came the planning stage of the orientation... Not all that went for the camp went for the planning. So the manpower suffered a little. Days went on with us going to school at 8 and only returning sometime about 6 or 7pm... Proposals that we need to hand up to the "Head" were reject lah by our seniors.

Do do do do...reject reject reject... sometimes also very sian lah really... almost wanted to give... Every morning i reach there, see friend... i would tell them... I actually dun wan to come one lor... But hey i still went. We took about 1 and a half week to do the proposal ah maybe more lah i can't remember...

Day by daythe amount of people went lower and lower... like stock market liddat sia... start high then slowly go down down down. But as soon as the proposal was over and we were about to start the trial runs, we decided to call for helpers. As in we would ask friends to join us lah be a OGL and stuff liddat.

The very next day, the amount of people suddenly shot up to like double the amount! I was not able to believe the sight went i first reached school. We usually have a mass briefing in the morning so those helpers were there as well... for the first time, the area was not able to hold the amount of people that were present. But aiyo..after a few days, the amont of people went back down to us and maybe fewer...

To be continued...

In Times Of Darkness....

2005-03-08T20:49:00.000+08:00

If you should one day find yourself in darkness, everything around you seems to not work out.
Everyone around you seems to fade away...

Do not give up, for true light only shines in the darkness...

When You Are In The Dark, You Are Also Close To Light,
For It Is The Darkest When You Are Closest To Light House.

-Dale Lee "The Pine"

Don't Give Up Your Tomorrow,
And Never Turn Back To Yesterday

- Dale Lee "The Pine"

When Things In Life Just Isn't The Way You Want It...

2005-02-28T22:33:00.000+08:00

Sometimes in life we experience things that we think that is the most unlikely thing to happen to us. When things like that happen, we blame it on fate, life, unfairness. But have you ever thought that, even if that thing does not happen to you it will happen to one other person.

The person maybe someone you hate. Someone you don't even know. Or someone you love so dear you give your life for him/her. It is the same idea as "There will always be the lousiest student in class" there is no running away from it.

Being the 'lousiest' is always hard to accept. Some may act strong but deep inside they weep in silence. To accept one's 'defeat' is often difficult to achieve but once they overcome this and get back on their feet. Wounds will heal and that person gains great wisdom which books cannot teach.

Learning Only Begins When One Loses. Wining Is Just A Revision Of One's Knowledge.

-Dale Lee "The Pine"

The important thing is that life goes on even if you fall. Why not use that fall as a momentum and 'jump-start' the very next day?

Some may consider ending thier life when they meet such an obstacle in their life. By ending one's life, it is a selfish act and will create more problems than it can solve.

By ending one's life, what of your parents? They have given you life; to suffer on this Earth was never their intension. What hurts you hurts them twice as much. If they were beaten you or scolded you, it IS for your own good. Why would they want to injure their own flesh and blood? Would you use your left hand to hit the right? You are not that stupid, neither are they.

Think of the times when they looked after you day and night when you were sick.
Think of the times when you fell asleep on their laps and they will not even move an itch to avoid waking you up.
Think of the times when they would rush to school just to deliver your book which you left on the desk this morning in fear that you might be lectured by your teacher.
Did you ever know that you are the most beautiful thing to them from the first sight they saw you? And it will stay like that forever till the last day of their life...

A father and his daughter went mountain climbing on a very high mountain. The route was long and cold. The father was already suffering from breathing difficulty from the middle of the climb. However he chose to move one with his child. Upon reaching the top of the mountain, the father and his daughter drank wine together in the cold weather. Soon after the father died.

The last thing that the father would remember is not the freezing weather or the tough route he took or not even the achievement hat he climbed the mountain. He would remember that he was on the top of a mountain drinking wine with his dearest daughter.

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By ending one's life, what of your friends? Friends are the people that have been with you when you left the comfort of your home and family to strive out on your own. It is these people that encouraged you, supported you with the absence of your family. These people are called friends, the ones that you have chose to spend time with to understand them and know them better. The very existence of friend will affect your other half of your life.

Think of the times when you go out together and chat just about anything till the next morning.
Think of the times when you were sad and did not want to approach your parents, who was there to guide you? To comfort you and get you back to your feet again?
Think of the times when you just sit under the sun and talk about stupid things and laugh at them.
Think of the times when you would do the things with your friends that you are "too old to be doing" and enjoy it.

Can you bear to leave them?

"It'll be better if i'm gone." or "Nothing will change when i'm not around." these are few things that that you would say. The truth is the above sentences are never true. It will NOT be better with you gone. Things WILL change when you are no longer here. BBQs will never be the same again without you starting the flames, it not be the same without you to make the best soft drink that you always did for your friends. There will be one person less to share the joy on class gatherings. the atmosphere will never be the same again.

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Just remember always that life has to go on, be it rain or shine. Why not have the whole road be sunny for you? You cannot change the way things happen, but you can change the way you look at them. Most of the happenings in life will make you stronger. But sometimes a real huge blow strikes you and knocks you down. Stand up! With a smile, wipe off the tears and dust. Continue on this road of life stronger than before...

On Kendo

2005-02-25T23:09:00.000+08:00

There was once a meeting about a martial artist and a professor. They met for tea one day and decided to discuss about the martial arts. The martial artist explained the concept of Zen to the professor. However the professor, having his own views, argued about everything the martial artist was trying to teach.

The martial artist, later poured tea for the professor. Even though the cup was already full he kept pouring until the professor stoped him.

The professor asked why the martial artist did not stop pouring even though it was already full. The martial artist replied "Your mind is this cup. How can it contain more things when it is already full? How can you learn new things when you do not want to change what you alrady knew?"

End

Empty Your Mind To Learn More Things.

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You Cannot Find What You Seek.
-Ancient Zen Riddle

Knowing Your Enermy Is Wisdom.
Knowing Yourself Is Enlightenment.
- Lao-Tzu

Always Think Of The Things At Hand.
For The Past Dilute The Present And The Future Clouds It.

Meaning, mistakes from the past will trouble you and thinking of the future will divert your attention on what you need to do now.

People That Win Often Do Not Get The Chance To Learn.
It Is The Ones That Lose That Learn.

Scars are not meant to remind us of a bad experience, but of the lessons we learn from it

Stuff That Don't Fall Under Anything ^^

2005-02-24T21:49:00.000+08:00

Well, here are the you can say, funny stuff. But some are meaningful too.

It Is God's Job To Forgive Bin Laden, But It Is Our Job To Set Up The Meeting.

-Dale Lee 'The Pine'

Bad Dreams All I'll Catch For You, Good Dreams All I Let Them Through.
On The Sign Of Next Day's Light, I Let These Bad Dreams All Take Flight.

-Dream Catcher

Keep Your Speech Introductions Short, For It Is Like The Skirts Of Girls
The Shorter The Better, But Still Enough To Do What It Is Suppose To Do.

-Dale Lee 'The Pine'

No Pain No Glory,
No Brain Same Story.

-Dale Lee 'The Pine'

Anything Worse Then Staying Back In School Till 6p.m. Is To Stay Till 6:30p.m.

-Dale Lee 'The Pine'

Copying Is Stealing And Also A Sin.
But Copy then Edit Is Called Creativity.

-Dale Lee "The Pine"

On the 28 Feb of 2005, it was about 8 p.m and i was about to leave school after doing the VB.net project. Just then i decided to go by the M&M machine to grab something to eat. Sulaiman was with me and i decide upon a Snickers Cruncher then i said..."Hey what's this ah i try. Never try before sia." I inserted my coins and pressed the button. I waited and waited for the stuff. However it did not appear under the 'open' tray. Realising that the machine 'cheated' my money i gave it a vigourous kick and brief body ram... Then with a quick turn i walked away after i had my fill of cursing and kicking. I headed home with a quarter of some Twix... Su was kind enough to share...

Never Eat Anything You Don't Know.

-Dale Lee "The Pine"

Friendship...

2005-02-24T21:31:00.000+08:00

The Bestest Friends Are Those Who Can Sit With You Without Saying A Word,
And At The End Of The Day, You Both Walk Off Like You've Just Had The Best Conversation.

Friends Doubles The Joy And Halves The Sorrow.

Friends Either Break You Or Make You.

Make New Friends But Not Forget The Old,
For One Is Silver, The Other Is Gold.

Many interesting things...

2005-02-24T21:22:00.000+08:00

Well... guess i'll keep this real simple... Main idea ere is for me to post real meaningful phrases or stories to inspire/encourage peopl around me and also for myself.

Here goes...